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It’s just a few days before ill be graduated. A BA (Hons) title will be given to me after 4 difficult years (should’ve been only 3, but you know what happened on my first 3 semesters ^_^). Now im so nervous about it. Not only bout the outfit im gonna wear on Monday, but also about what’ll come next after my graduation day.
What will I be after my graduation day? Will I be still the stupid young lady who wastes the parents’ money? Will I be another silly jobless with a degree try to survive in this uber mean world?
Things haven’t been so easy for me lately. Parents, siblings, love-life (can you believe it anyway?), financial issue, and my health. They’re all in my head.
I wanna quit being someone’s burden. Especially Papa. I know he’s been thinking about me a lot. Very acceptable. I’m his first, and im not the one he wanted me to be. He looks much older than his actual age coz of me.
Ill be 22 soon… numbers of things I have achieved in the last 22 years of my life?? None. Zero. That’s sad… and pathetic.
What should I do?? What would I do??
And now I have to think about which shoes are gonna suit my outfit for my graduation day…
Life ain’t easy, friends! Unfortunately… it’s not a life if it’s easy.
xx
