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It’s about 8 hours before new year here…
laying on my bed, thinking of what I’ve done during the year. I can’t say that im satisfied with everything I’ve achieved this year… but 2008 hasn’t been so bad either.
January 2008 I was struggling with family matter. Tried my best to keep the family on its best shape. I realized there that no matter what, how, when, and where, family is the only place we can always run to.
February 2008 I was turning 21. Thought I have met another love of my life on my birthday. A bit disappointed that he was actually not that special. He remains a good friend…
March 2008 was when everything so blur to me. In process of doing my thesis, and everyone seemed to be goin on their own way. I was a total stranger at this month.
April 2008 I was still struggling with my thesis. Took medication to calm me a bit at this month. Not any longer on my own, and I know who my true friends are.
May 2008 wasn’t really special. I did my first thesis hearing. Everything ran well but my health was a bit dropping at this month. Back pain, endless cough. Spent couple of days at the hospital.
June 2008 was the first experience being a jobless. I found it fun… for the first 2 weeks. When I started to run out of the money, it’s not any longer fun 
July 2008 was special. I spent most of my times at home with my brothers and sister. They love me so much and I can’t be more thankful for that. It’s also when we prepared everything before my 12 years old brother move to his dormitory. He went to a boarding school this month.
August 2008 was when I did my final thesis hearing! I was almost crying when the professors told me that I passed the hearing and deserve the academic title behind my name. I’ll never forget that day. August the 5th…
September 2008 was my 2nd fasting month. Ramadhan and I always like the month of Ramadhan. Festive and love, all at once. So peaceful. And by the way, I really enjoyed the moment where I can eat my chocolate at 2 AM without being guilty Went to London on the 2nd week of Ramadhan.
October 2008 was Eid!!! Arriving at home few hours before Eid. Tired but extremely happy to see all the family. The best month ever! This month was the month where my doctors told me I was gonna do my next therapy in Switzerland.
November 2008 I landed in Zürich with fever and cold. Met a lot of new and fantastic friends. Fell in love with the city I used to dislike Thanks to the chocolate…
December 2008 has been a rollercoaster of life to me. Came back from Switzerland, and more than excited to attend my graduation. I’ve given the best gift I can ever give to my parents (so far). My BA (hons) title. The look in their faces when I took up the steps to get into the stages and receive my diploma were priceless. It made want to give them even more.
31st of December 4:06 pm –> a starving jobless who’s now in a ‘cold war’ with her parents. Feels like she’s now in the crossroads with no idea which way to choose. No NYE parties plan yet coz she knows she’ll probably spend the NYE alone in her room thinking of things she’d done wrong. She needs more guidance in her life, but she’s too shy to ask. The only thing she’s sure about is there’s always be hope while she breathes. However, she’ll get up within minutes from her messy bed to start things over… read for the new 2009 with a new spirit in life.
That’s moi…
Happy new year my friends… my love (whoever you are)… We shall not lookin back to the past, but take some lessons from it. Don’t live in the past coz it’s the future that we must live through.
Thank you for the sweet 2008 that we spent together. It’d be less exciting without you all. I’m wishing you all the best in 2009, may we’ll be the best we can be in the upcoming year.
I love you all…
xx moi
A survey/quiz posted by a friend on MySpace… hehehe. Back to the old days, when I was such a fool. Doesn’t mean that I’m not now 
In 2008 have you:
Broken a promise:
~couple of times
Made a new friend:
~many 
Fell in love:
~ah yeah.... february, moment of life
Fell out of love:
~so so
Done something you swore never to do:
~ yep
Lied:
~couple of times… self-defending purpose!
Went behind your parents back:
~ pretty much all the times not proud of it though!
Cried over a broken heart:
~after the 9th months, yeah….
Disappointed someone close:
~Yeah… and im really sorry bout that
Hidden a secret:
~ who doesn’t??
Pretended to be happy:
~yep… not easy, i gotta tell ya!
Got arrested:
~by some nurses for eating nutella at 1 am while i shouldn’t eat anything for the ultrasound examination the next day?? well… few times
Kissed in the rain:
~No!! It’ll make me sneeze. That ain’t sexy, dear!
Slept under the stars:
~ tried once. couldn’t stand the mosquitos!!
Gotten in a fight:
~ are you being serious asking me this question? My brothers are 12 years old and 6 years old!!! What you’d expect?!
Kept your new years resolution:
~not really…
Forgot your new years resolution:
~that’s what I was trying to say, my friend
Met someone who changed your life:
~oh yeah... completely and rapidly
Met one of your idols:
~Papa?? Almost everyday… when im not going anywhere and he’s home.
Changed your outlook on life:
~ a bit
Sat home all day doing nothing:
~what you think im doing these days??
Left the country:
~couple of times
Almost died:
~ Good question! *Yeah, im pointing at you now Doc Schwaller!!*
Drank yourself retarded:
~ Thank God no…
Lost someone close to you:
~ Lost? in term of death?? well, I guess yes. Lost my aunt this year, though i was just half-close to her.
Been to the hospital:
~ Hehe… 26 days being in a hospital in Zürich, couple of days in London, and a few more in Bogor. That’s what it takes for a much healthier 2009!!
Gotten closer to someone:
~ sorta.. and an unexpected one
Streaked?
~ nope
Cried over someone:
~ when im havin my PMS
Broken up with a gf or bf:
~ im a happy single this 2008!
Given up something important to you:
~ well, yeah. couple of things…
Talked on the phone all night:
~ yeah!!! I hate different time zone!!
Learned something new about yourself:
~ you may say so…
Tried something you normally wouldnt try and like it?
~ if driving while being overly dozed by cough syrup is considered as one, so yes!! I’ve tried it and lovin it lots!
Made a change in your life:
~ just a little part of moi
Found out who your true friends were:
~ sure. but sadly I have to let them all go pretty soon. I wanna quit being their burden
Made a total fool of yourself:
~ oh yeah… and im kinda doin it now!
xx
