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It started when I gave some necklaces I bought in Bali to my brother on Sunday eve. He said he’s gonna give it to his 2 girlfriends! The term of girlfriend here isn’t representing female friends that my brother’s got. But it’s real girlfriend in romantic context! And this brother of mine is not even 7 years old yet!!!
Just yesterday, we had this convos…
Egi: Kak, my girlfriends want some more necklaces
Me: Yeah, I’ll get some necklaces for your girlfriends when I’m going to Bali later. I gave you 2 necklaces, it should’ve been enough for your two girlfriends!
Egi: Yeah, those were for X and Y… A and B haven’t got it yet.
Me: What? You said your girlfriends were X and Y!
Egi: A and B are my girlfriends too.
Me: How many girlfriends you’ve got?
Egi: 4 today… I don’t know how many tomorrow.
Me: ?????
Egi: Kak, you’ve got some good rings here. Can I have them for my girlfriends? (Egi was scrutinising my jewelry box and have 2 Dior rings on his fingers!)
I really have no idea what would my brother like when he’s 17!!!
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but you’re just a boy
you don’t understand
yeah you don’t understand
how it feels to love a girl someday
you wish you were a better man
you don’t listen to her
you don’t care how it hurts
until you lose the one you wanted
cause you’ve taken her for granted
and everything you have got destroyed
but you’re just a boy
if I were a boy, I wouldn’t have done what you’ve done
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I don’t know why I feel a bit different when I saw his picture together with her. A friend tells me that I’ve been jealous. All the mixed feelings… sad, scared, terrified, and some more unexplained are mixed into one called jealous.
and my friends… this jealousy is killin moi!!
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Dunno what im feeling right now. sadness kah? atau is it just a disappointment caused by a very high expectation of someone??
Ya sudahlah… gotta deal with it. Mau diapakan lagi?! It’s just another phase in my life. Trust moi… besok pasti ada cerita yang baru lagi. Either its gonna be bad or good… im just gonna get it through!!!
Thankies Ai… no more tears 
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it’s a song sang by Westlife. a very sweet song which reminds me some years ago when I was a kid, sitting next to the phone so ill be the first one who’s gonna answer my Papa’s call.
I shed a tear when I remember that the only question I asked Papa at that time was ‘when you’ll be home, Pa? I miss you’. And I always remember how Papa answered that question. He always told me he’ll be home soon and no matter how far he was, he was gonna be next to me coz he had me in his heart. I used to sleep wearing his clothes or bathrobe after he called home.
I’ve got a bad feeling that im gonna marry a man who’s not gonna be home all the times because of his job 
im gonna have to deal with the cheesy ‘i love you’, ‘i miss you so much’, ‘you don’t know how i wish you were here’, and ‘when you’ll be home?’ over the phone again In this case, my parents know what’s best for their children. im very well trained for this kind of situation!
Okay my friends… as you notice, im gonna be 22 soon!!! Per usual, I list up some stuffs i hope im gonna get on my birthday. hehehe. (Carlo, read this down carefully!!!)
- Band of Brothers book (Stephen E Ambrose) – said that the book is worth to read, and it’s as good as the mini series. I cannot find this book in Jakarta, and in any other book stores I visited on my trip.
- iPod touch – Papa didn’t wanna buy me another iPod coz I’ve broken the first 2 iPods he bought me. For some personal reasons, I won’t buy it with my own money too (my money is strictly allocated for doctors, hand bags, shoes, and stuffs like that)
- Harry Potter book number 4 – I lost it… I need a new one. It won’t cost me more than £ 15, but I think it’s gonna be more fun if I can get it as a birthday gift
- Westlife : Our Story (autobiography of Westlife) – and I know someone can easily get me this book with the autographs of Shane, Mark, Nicky, and Kian on it
- Graf ice skating shoes (with good blades) – I own a pair already, but I want to have another one. It will make me look like a pro My father won’t let me spend another £ 400 for another pair that im only gonna use 4 times a year (max!!!)
- A plane ticket with a route of CGK-ZRH-CGK or CGK-LHR-CGK. Flight by EY (crystal) or BA (club) (hahahaha. wondering if there’s any of you will give me this kind of bday gift )
- A box of truffle from Sprüngli or Teushcer – im gonna warn you in advance, it’s a big struggle to get them shipping chocolates to CGK
- A dozen of red roses – dunno why, but I always want to have red roses on my birthday. 21 years old, there’s only one man gave me a dozen of red roses. That man was my foster brother!!
- Gift-wrapped Ben Barnes - hehehe… another stupid wish. considering i might be fainting at the very first second i see him, getting me the very real Ben Barnes wouldn’t be a great idea
http://storyofmoi.multiply.com
not done yet but you can check it out if you want
im still gonna write sum stuffs here, coz personally i think wordpress is better. I just love the cute templates on multiply. hehehe
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BELIEVE IN MY SELF AND DON’T LET SOME PEOPLE RUIN MY DREAMS COZ THEY THINK THEY KNOW WHAT’S BEST FOR ME!!!!!!
This is only me who knows what’s best for me! This is me who knows what I really wanna achieve!! This is me who knows how far I can go! This is me who’s gonna deal with my life!!!!!!
Please… let me be me for a while. I’ll prove it to you all that I can go as far as I can.
and yes my friends… here im begging for freedom. a privilege I thought I’ve had, but actually I’ve never had it.
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Starting up a new business. Lack of preparation I have to say, unlike my other prev businesses But im sooooooo excited! It’s related to the thing I love the most… shopping n traveling!!!!
I’ll let you know when it’s all done. I’ll be launching it in 2 weeks time just wait for it…
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It’s been a month since I returned from Zürich. Number 1, I miss Zürich so much. Number 2, I gained 3 kilos since I landed in CGK! It is so funny coz I lost 9 kilos while I was in Switzerland (now you know why I miss Zürich so much, yeah?)
I remember exactly what you guys said when I told you that I lost 9 kilos in Switzerland. You guys said:
- I’ve been too depressed in Switzerland (yeah, I was depressed coz I had no enough money to buy all the cute stuffs I saw in Switzerland!)
- The physiotherapy was way too hard (come on… all I did for 20 days was doing my make up at 7 am, going to the 3rd floor, saying “good morning, handsome/beautiful” to Mr. Zimmerman, havin some quality times with my new friends -nurses and doctors- while getting the hot blue ray on my back. How could those be hard? Clean up my bed room is hard, darling!!)
- I didn’t eat enough while I was in Switzerland (wrong again!!!!! I ate tons of chocos, raclette, and fondue!!! You must be crazy telling me that’s not enough!)
Now here I am… in a tropical country called Indonesia. A lil depressed, heavy physiotherapy (read: Fighting with my lil brothers), eating only healthy food (salad, fish, no chocolates or cheese, nuttela is still allowed though). And I gained 3 kilos already!!!!!!!!!!! That’s crazy!!! Do you think I should be coming back to Switzerland soon?
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