Okay… moi… im not a girl but i dont think im ready to be a woman either sounds corky? well… welcome to my world!!! hehehe.

My mother always tells that im such a snob… and i think that’s true. I took everything for granted. A bit hard to switch it off, the good news is… im trying, my friends

I’ve got sooo many friends that i have no doubt about how much they love me. but sometimes… i disappointed them by drowning my self to the deepest ocean of mine im not blaming you if you dont understand it. im kinda lame in language, i know  

Anyway, what i was trying to say was sometimes i just wanna be alone, solitaire, solo… truly alone. no calls, no emails, no any kind of communications effort. Hehe. Its not that I enjoy everybody worry bout me but sometimes i just need my very own space to think bout things i’ve done and would do…  

 

I’ve got many dreams i want to accomplish. I kinda work hard for those now… a stranger once told me that i can achieve everything i want in this life, as long as i don’t bother anyone’s talk bout my goals in life hope that’s true…

my biggest accomplishment would may be when i can assure my parents that im strong enough to spread my wings, fly and see the things i haven’t seen (again, im not blaming you if you really can’t get it). And they stop considering me as a little girl…

So… that’s moi!!!it won’t be enough with 100 pages to tell you about the whole me. hehe. 

 

xx