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First of all… OMG!!! LAMA BANGET GAK POSTING DISINI!!!! hahaha. It’s not that I forgot that I’ve got an account here, but apparently i didn’t put wordpress on my bookmark so I write a lil bit more on my other page. But I wrote most of them in my mother’s language (literally) which is Indonesian language.
Soooo… lots of things have been goin on here. My reconciliation my Mummy and Papa, starting up a new business with my sister, taking deutschkurs, dealing with my mummy’s mourn of Michael Jackson’s death, frequently asking my self why i suddenly want to be a mother soon, and trying to get the immigration office issue a new passport for me.
Y’all hear it right, people. I’m taking deustchkurs while I once swore that I’ll never learn that language. I’m going to Switzerland next year, for studying. That’s why im doing an intensive class in deustch until next April. So far, I’ve got no problem with people asking me deutsch. As long as the question isn’t so different from woher kommt du? hehe.
As im a very much jobless right now, im back to my old routine: being an impulsive shopper. And that’s not good at all!!! My parents have decided to cut out my credit cards allowance. In fact, they have already blocked 4 of them. It brought me a small wave of depression at first, but I think I handled it well 
Now I’ve got a nearly acute insomnia and glad to tell that it has nothing to do with my parents blocked my precious plastics
Anyway, it’s been almost a month since Mr. Jackson passed away. My mother is still very much in a mourn though. I really can’t tell if it is because she loves Michael Jackson (even more than she loves my Papa? hehe) or she’s sad with the fact that im kinda familiar with the drugs assumed to be killing The King of Pop? Not to say my cousin already predicted that I might die the way Michael Jackson died.
That’s all pals 
I’ll close it with a promise that ill be back in Europe… soon!!!!!!!!!! 
Miss you all sooooo much.
xx
but you’re just a boy
you don’t understand
yeah you don’t understand
how it feels to love a girl someday
you wish you were a better man
you don’t listen to her
you don’t care how it hurts
until you lose the one you wanted
cause you’ve taken her for granted
and everything you have got destroyed
but you’re just a boy
if I were a boy, I wouldn’t have done what you’ve done
xx
Starting up a new business. Lack of preparation I have to say, unlike my other prev businesses But im sooooooo excited! It’s related to the thing I love the most… shopping n traveling!!!!
I’ll let you know when it’s all done. I’ll be launching it in 2 weeks time just wait for it…
xx
It’s about 8 hours before new year here…
laying on my bed, thinking of what I’ve done during the year. I can’t say that im satisfied with everything I’ve achieved this year… but 2008 hasn’t been so bad either.
January 2008 I was struggling with family matter. Tried my best to keep the family on its best shape. I realized there that no matter what, how, when, and where, family is the only place we can always run to.
February 2008 I was turning 21. Thought I have met another love of my life on my birthday. A bit disappointed that he was actually not that special. He remains a good friend…
March 2008 was when everything so blur to me. In process of doing my thesis, and everyone seemed to be goin on their own way. I was a total stranger at this month.
April 2008 I was still struggling with my thesis. Took medication to calm me a bit at this month. Not any longer on my own, and I know who my true friends are.
May 2008 wasn’t really special. I did my first thesis hearing. Everything ran well but my health was a bit dropping at this month. Back pain, endless cough. Spent couple of days at the hospital.
June 2008 was the first experience being a jobless. I found it fun… for the first 2 weeks. When I started to run out of the money, it’s not any longer fun
July 2008 was special. I spent most of my times at home with my brothers and sister. They love me so much and I can’t be more thankful for that. It’s also when we prepared everything before my 12 years old brother move to his dormitory. He went to a boarding school this month.
August 2008 was when I did my final thesis hearing! I was almost crying when the professors told me that I passed the hearing and deserve the academic title behind my name. I’ll never forget that day. August the 5th…
September 2008 was my 2nd fasting month. Ramadhan and I always like the month of Ramadhan. Festive and love, all at once. So peaceful. And by the way, I really enjoyed the moment where I can eat my chocolate at 2 AM without being guilty Went to London on the 2nd week of Ramadhan.
October 2008 was Eid!!! Arriving at home few hours before Eid. Tired but extremely happy to see all the family. The best month ever! This month was the month where my doctors told me I was gonna do my next therapy in Switzerland.
November 2008 I landed in Zürich with fever and cold. Met a lot of new and fantastic friends. Fell in love with the city I used to dislike Thanks to the chocolate…
December 2008 has been a rollercoaster of life to me. Came back from Switzerland, and more than excited to attend my graduation. I’ve given the best gift I can ever give to my parents (so far). My BA (hons) title. The look in their faces when I took up the steps to get into the stages and receive my diploma were priceless. It made want to give them even more.
31st of December 4:06 pm –> a starving jobless who’s now in a ‘cold war’ with her parents. Feels like she’s now in the crossroads with no idea which way to choose. No NYE parties plan yet coz she knows she’ll probably spend the NYE alone in her room thinking of things she’d done wrong. She needs more guidance in her life, but she’s too shy to ask. The only thing she’s sure about is there’s always be hope while she breathes. However, she’ll get up within minutes from her messy bed to start things over… read for the new 2009 with a new spirit in life.
That’s moi…
Happy new year my friends… my love (whoever you are)… We shall not lookin back to the past, but take some lessons from it. Don’t live in the past coz it’s the future that we must live through.
Thank you for the sweet 2008 that we spent together. It’d be less exciting without you all. I’m wishing you all the best in 2009, may we’ll be the best we can be in the upcoming year.
I love you all…
xx moi
I might be not celebrating xmas again, and now im kinda millions of miles aways from you all… but my heart is always near to you.
Merry xmas my dearest friends!! I’m really wishing you all a real wonderful xmas! The gifts are shipped already and I believe you’ll be havin them delivered by the Santa in yellow uniform soon enough.
Enjoy the parties and festives! Just forget that you’ve got a friend with a real (starting to) boring life here!
Love you all… genuinely!!
xx
We don’t have to spend forever being with someone we love. We just need one long happy time being with that very special one…
Quality matters, mate
xx
- “The chance never knocks on your door. Step forward, break the door, and you’ll see the chance is right there waiting for you” -Papa
- “I’m not stupid, Vel. I’m just not smart…” -Frej-
- “You’ve got the capacity to be the person you always want to be. You’ll be that person if you stop bothering what others say about your dreams” -a stranger I met in a railway station-
- “You think I’m a doctor because I wanted to or love this job so much? Wrong! I’m a doctor coz I think im so hot in doctor’s uniform” -Doc Chris Schwaller-
- ” Need an upgrade? Talk to the purser on board. She’ll arrange it for you. It’s much cheaper in the air rather than here on the ground” -a BA ground staff when I was asking if I could get my ticket upgraded-
- “I don’t love you. I just can’t get you out of my mind since the first day I met you, and since that day too I couldn’t see a future without you being here with me” -a very well trained bastard-
- “Owwwh my gosh! I can’t believe im in love with you, little ugly monkey who always keeps me waiting in your beautiful BMW while you’re busy with your mates!!” -my sister, talking to her boyfriend on the fone-
im havin it now. Bloody torturing!!!
one last thing to do to get rid of it… im gonna sleep all day long. Ill wake up tomorrow morning in Jakarta time.
So, friends… please, no calls, no texts, no emails. Let me rest in peace!!!!
xx
One long month I’ve been in this lovely city. It’s just few hours before I have to leave… and now im sad. It’s hard to believe that I wasn’t really keen on this place before I landed here.
Lots of great things happened, and they came together with so many wonderful new friends. Saying good bye is a hard thing to do. Not only to my new friends, but also to the city it self. Feels like now im attached to this country in general, specially to the city where I spend the last 28 days of my life.
It makes me remember one thing by the way. My first ever Switzerland friend told me that his country is the best country in the world. Sarcastically I replied to him, “well, if im a native of south pole ill say the same about south pole, sir”. I was kinda … well… having a regret for saying that to him He happened to be (a bit) true. His homeland is surely one of the greatest.
This city is completely different from the city I used to spend most of my days. But somehow I feel the same comfort as I feel in the land I call home. The same friendliness, even (almost) the same stupidness in bureaucracy
Been to so many places before. Never felt this mellow when it’s time to go back home. Even I’ve never felt this way when im leaving my favourite city ever (London, of course ^_^).
Walking alone in the darkness of winter last eve. That’s how I said good bye and thank you to this city for its warm welcome to a stranger like me. Now bags are packed… and im (almost) ready to go. Got enough truffles for the long flight im gonna get through.
And ill be home… but ill be still thinking of this place. Ill be home… with a nicely wrapped box I should’ve given as an early xmas gift for a friend. A friend that I was expecting to meet before I depart home. He never showed up, and I never told him that I wanted to meet him.
Never know when ill have another chance to be back in this city. Yet, I hope there’ll be another chance for me…
xx
Just a few more moments before xmas!!! Yay… so excited!! I love doing xmas shopping. Gettin my beloved friends (and my foster brother) special stuffs in a very special day. Here’s my list this year!!
Chiffre Rouge A05 Chrono by Dior / Chiffre Rouge A04 by Dior
Can’t decide which one to get yet. I’ll give it to a friend who keeps telling me how essential time management is.
A sexy maternity lingerie by Agent Provocateur
For a pregnant friend of mine. Who says you can’t be sexy when you’re pregnant, darling??
A bridal series lingerie by Agent Provocateur
This one is special for a girl friend who’s gonna wed my best friend few days after xmas. A special treat not only for her, but also her hubby to be
Dreams From My Father, a book written by Barrack Obama
A perfect gift for my closest, to give him more inspirations to get through the hard times.
A Gucci sling bag / Dunhill’s d-eight brown holdall
That’ll be massive for someone who’s someday gonna be one of the highly regarded literature professor in the UK!
A brand new set of sabre (means with all the equipments included)
Will be given to my dearest friend who had his stupid little brother hid his beautiful sabres recently.
A pair of Alexander McQueen-Puma’s trainers
Sure this gift will suit my dearest friend who’s now busy chasing girls after his girlfriend dumped him
I’ve bought some of the things I listed above. No gifts for my parents or my siblings, as always. Simply coz they don’t celebrate xmas. And as the matter of fact, it’s just another year without xmas for me. Though im still open for any kind of xmas presents
By the way, there’s another gift I haven’t mentioned. A special gift for a special friend. Bought a lovely shawl at Gucci. Thought I would’ve met him this week and able to give it as an early xmas present. Too bad I didn’t meet him. Still keeping the shawl, waiting for the time when ill be finally meeting him (or im just gonna fedex it later instead). It’s a shawl. Nothing fancy bout it maybe. But it represents me. Me who wants to keep him warm in the coldest winter… (corny as always ^_^)
So my friends… you know what you’ll get this xmas already just wait for the fedex men delivering it to you on xmas day (they’re working still on xmas day, right? Coz if they’re not, they’re ruining my plan!!!). Anyway, you guys don’t have to be worry about things you should give me for me this xmas (though again this year im not gonna celebrate xmas). This year, I want nothing but Mr. Bryan Joubert teaching me how to do a loop jump You guys may start to work on it
xx
