Soooo… lots of things have been goin on here. My reconciliation my Mummy and Papa, starting up a new business with my sister, taking deutschkurs, dealing with my mummy’s mourn of Michael Jackson’s death, frequently asking my self why i suddenly want to be a mother soon, and trying to get the immigration office issue a new passport for me.

Y’all hear it right, people. I’m taking deustchkurs while I once swore that I’ll never learn that language. I’m going to Switzerland next year, for studying. That’s why im doing an intensive class in deustch until next April. So far, I’ve got no problem with people asking me deutsch. As long as the question isn’t so different from woher kommt du? hehe.

As im a very much jobless right now, im back to my old routine: being an impulsive shopper. And that’s not good at all!!! My parents have decided to cut out my credit cards allowance. In fact, they have already blocked 4 of them. It brought me a small wave of depression at first, but I think I handled it well Now I’ve got a nearly acute insomnia and glad to tell that it has nothing to do with my parents blocked my precious plastics  

Anyway, it’s been almost a month since Mr. Jackson passed away. My mother is still very much in a mourn though. I really can’t tell if it is because she loves Michael Jackson (even more than she loves my Papa? hehe) or she’s sad with the fact that im kinda familiar with the drugs assumed to be killing The King of Pop? Not to say my cousin already predicted that I might die the way Michael Jackson died.

That’s all pals I’ll close it with a promise that ill be back in Europe… soon!!!!!!!!!! Miss you all sooooo much.

xx

Enjoy the moment when all of your body organs are still working properly! You’ll miss the moment when you can run and eat  anything you want by the time you must sit on your wheelchair and eat from your straw! hehe.

xx

You are my heaven on earth
You are my hunger, my thirst…

Beyonce – Ave Maria

it’s really bring your spirit up… well, my spirit

Thanks to all my bestest who’s always stand next to me in my lowest moment. Your phone bills, your stupid emails, your crazy jokes, and all of the wise words that I never thought you all can say :-p … those really brought me back to life.

Knowing that I still got you all… there’d be nothing ill be afraid of. Thank you wouldn’t be enough… I love you all soooooo much

xx

kinda true… not only stronger, but smarter as well. It succeed boosting up my spirit a couple of times.

if you can’t handle me at my worst, you don’t deserve me at my best – Marilyn Monroe

Girl power!!!  

I learned several years ago never to mistake attention for affection – John Mayer

some men learn it slow….

The eyes can mislead, the smile can lie, but the shoes always tell the truth – Mr. Vicodin

Dang! i HEART it!

We date someone because we are lonely, settle for a job cause it pays the bills, or accept less in life cause we are scared we cant have more – Ashton Kutcher

we don’t have to be drunk to tell the truth, right?!

Men are animals. Some women are animal lovers… - another friend 

hahahahahahahaha

xx

Im kinda alone now. No lunch date , no dinner appointment, and the best part is… no more business meetings!!!!!! Yay!! im literally free today!!

Gonna spend the day sleeping! After days being in a very bad habit of eating every eatable things that a human being can process in the tummy, I started to develop a brand new habit. Sleeping in a very long hours, no matter where and when. Sunday night, after landed in MAN… i fell asleep in the tub while i was having a bath. I woke up when I started sneezing and the water was no longer warm. I got into the tub at 9 pm and gained my full consciousness around 1 or 2 am. 

Sooooooo… im so off to bed now. Gonna wake up some hours from now. Hitting the cinema to see a movie again tonight I think. Alone… I know im a pathetic loner :-S

xx

“Don’t ask for her number. Seriously. She doesn’t have one…”

True… no phone numbers im a social retard!

Kyle, on failing gettting me a weekend hospitality pass for A1GP race:

“How would I know there’re lots of people who want to watch that bloody race?! And I still don’t get it… why you’d love to spend a lot of money for the race?”

Because it’s not one bloody race, Kiki! It’s one fun event. Gotta bring you visiting some tracks sometimes!

Lucy when I said im gonna borrow her Aidan for 2 or 3 days:

“It’s fine, darling. My boyfriend is everyone’s boyfriend…”

True, dear Your Ai is everyone’s boyfriend! He’s even Carlo’s boyfriend too… haha.

I was talking with some friends last night, just right after I came back from work. I was tired and dozy coz I just took a cap of tylenol earlier on. It was raining outside, the air con in my room was at its best temperature. My baby brother was asleep next to me and I was curling next to him with my cheesy pinky Barbie blanky. 

I started a few conversations… and was in the middle of conversations with some other friends. Guess what? I fell asleep right in the middle of the conversations! It wasn’t such a boring convos with friends but i dunno. Tylenol rules me

Soooo… friends that I IMed last evening on MSN, im truly deeply sorry if you replied to my IM but I didn’t reply you back. I was already knocked off last night. I couldn’t get through the messages you sent me on MSN too, as when I woke up 3 hours later… my beloved macbook is already in my sister’s room and only God knows what she’s done to it!

So…. from now on, I solemnly swear that I’ll never take any kind of meds no matter how massive the pain im feeling before I log onto MSN or Skype. I’ll never let you find me sleeping during the conversations again… I promise

xx

You are very beautiful. I love you more than I love my four girlfriends. Don’t be sad. This ice cream will freeze your tears… I love you, Kakak!

Mini cornetto that I used to take for granted somehow became the best ice cream I’ve ever tasted in my life. My young brother was right… the ice cream froze my tears. Isn’t he a genius or something?

Thanks so much Egi… I love you more than anything else in this world too. God bless me for having you as my young sweet and sometimes annoying brother

xx

Together with my cousins, I took a 15 kilometres route yesterday morning. It’s never been my decision to have a hike so early in the morning as I planned to borrow my brother’s horse and ill go around the tea plantation by riding the horse… alone! But somehow i got too drunk by ginger tea at 8 pm that I said “fine, that sounds cool to me” when one of my cousins asked me to go hiking with him. One thing that will be regretted for the rest of my life….

We left the house at 5.50 am. My brother’s coach who is also the keeper of my brother’s horse took a part as our leader as he was the native of the area. First two kilometres, i felt okay. The track wasn’t so difficult and the scenery was great. When we reached the third kilometres… i started to feel soooooo tired. It wasn’t so good considering there was 12 kilometres to go before our finish line.

We took some breaks but it didn’t quite help! I have to say that my pride helped me through the rough time there at the mountain. I was the only lady there. 3 male cousins, and my brother’s coach. My brother’s coach wouldn’t have enough guts to laugh at me if i say i quit, but I knew my cousins are more than capable to do so. My only option was to go on with them, or ill die of shame!

We came back to the house 2 hours later than we predicted. Numb all over my body. I couldn’t feel a thing at all. And people… I spent my Sunday afternoon cursing the idea of taking my cousin’s idea for a hike. Think ill never do that again…

Monday morning, at the office… physically wrecked and too many things to do. Papa and Mummy took one day off, a thing I used to enjoy in normal situation. But im today too tired to rule the office. ill go to sleep… and let my very new personal assistant do my works.

till then, friends…

xx